Pls Bury me Alive

aHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

2004-06-03T19:53:00.000+08:00

I woke up it was 7
I waited till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think i got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
And here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight...

And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me

What the hell is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world.

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me tonight

I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause I'm just a kid tonight

training....

2004-06-01T15:57:00.000+08:00

training's slacckk!!!!!and damnn andrew get to do filing for the whole training...while i did PT...nvm it was slack anyway...den played soccer after tt and andrew almost removed my leg.....my shin's so damn bruised now...but not hurting yet....oh no...

nvm...ermm...gotta meet andrew n sir eric soon i'm gonna be late...kk go n bathe liao...wonder who's going....

Woo~~

2004-05-31T21:27:00.000+08:00

haha todae fucking briefting took 3 hrs... fuck fuck fuck .... damn sian .. wasted my whole afternoon.. but get to plae soccer afterwards .. haha ... then injured here an there... hai... tomorrow still got trainning.. SI BEI SIAN AH !!!!!!!!!!!

heyheyhey...

2004-05-31T12:45:00.000+08:00

boooored........

for you....

2004-05-31T12:41:00.000+08:00

Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head
Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight

This could be the one last chance
To make you understand

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of dropping out of school
And leave this place
To never come back

So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting

This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep
I can't forget you
Nanana (....)
And I'd do anything for you
Nanana (....)

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
There's nothing I won't do
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

Finally...

2004-05-30T23:45:00.000+08:00

Long time no blog liao ... all qk do one.. lol .... finally back.. GOT AF 2 ... pro.. results suck like shit.. got 52.68 percent.. hai ... then ptm got screwed lyt shit.. well life sucks.. then now so sian no go out whole day rot at home damn solid... well what to say? -.-"

just got back from rme retreat yesterday... got to learn how to get closer to god and lots more.. but overall still quite sian... sleep time damn fun.. slept near jeremy, marcus, calvin, qi wen and nigel... then they all so irritating.. cracking jokes cannot sleep at all...

well it is all over so now looking forward to going out again wif friends again lol.. hehe...

AHhhhhhHHH!

2004-05-30T23:24:00.000+08:00

BoA sux!!!!!andrew came and messed up my blog!!!!get her outta here!!!!aHHHH!!!!damn i must stop the music whenever i come in!!!!!dammit heyy andrew REMOVE tt plS!!!!AHHHH!!!!!NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!DAMN....

3 pairs!!!!

2004-05-29T22:50:00.000+08:00

DAMMN....im totally devastated....saw another decade!!!!!
WTH!!wad's dis there's not supposed to be any more decades other den mine n the other guy's!!!where did the guy at bugis get it......dammit...i love my decade i dun wanna change it!!!!

today was busyyy....went to sch in the morning to collect the mutual...den hung arnd sch n in the HQ a bit...checked out my locker..yea it's BIG!!heyy andrew we are sharing our boots cabinet!!okk..den lianfei asked me to haf a match at the CC...i was in my sch u..but couldnt resist the offer anyway so i went....n got myself all sweaty..yucks sick...i hate tt especially when ur clothes stick to ur back..after that we went to the cafe to cool down..

i was on my way to the bus stop...when i rmbred i forgot(wth) my mutual....had to run back to the HQ to get it...den got all sweaty again...grrrrr...

finally got home took a bath and rushed to bugis with my bro...didnt do much...just walked arnd checked out the shops there...some r pretty interesting..yea most are booring...cos im bored..lame..hung arnd frm 3 til abt 7...den went to grannie's hse to meet parents...ok gd my dad's finally speaking to me...didnt speak to me since last night after the fight over nth...yea so my mood greatly improved...ok den went home.....dammn my life sux....its so booring..i need some excitment!!!!!

heyy someone ask me out!!!!!im dead bored here....just out anywhere...retreat guys are back..but most just got their scrwing...so not really in the mood to go out...damn there's still a few movies to watch...i'll see who wanna go....

booored..

2004-05-28T14:22:00.000+08:00

the hols are back!!!but everyones going for rme retreat..im left here alone for two days!!!wth..so boored..i wanna go out!!
Anyone wanna go out!??!?!hust ask me along..im sick and tired of staying at home.....go out!!!

todae's ptm day...went late but everyone else was late..so i had to wait wif dad..saw derek and alex...den alex was playing with derek's guitar..haahaa den he went to tune the guitar..derek was quite pissed i guess..
My turn finally came...luckily..ms matthews didnt scrw things up for me..just said i was dreamy.....dreamy?i dont know..anyway it went quite well....k now im looking for ppl to go out wif...i've called everyone i know..no one can out!!!wth..wad gounded...n den there's rme retreat..omg..nononono boooooooored...

i think i could go out alone..;p
but that sux so bad..i think i'll rather be staying at home and slping..mayb go for a swim?since i havent swim for 2 yrs...urmm...forget it i've got no damned life...i'll just stay home..wait til everyone are back..

B.E.P!!!!

2004-05-26T00:34:00.000+08:00

WOW!!!just got back frm bep concert...haha..Oh man it rox!...bep rox!...everyone else there rox!...shiek haikel n dan ong rox too!!...But im hell tired now...woah..haha...guess theres training tml...erm..pon??nah no thx..sir erics there...not gonna be wise..

anyway i cant slp...so lets stay a bit longer...oh ya met christian after the concert..he called me on my phone n told me to look down..n there he was waving to me...ermm...den went down to meet him for a while...

BEP ROX!!!....i think i want to buy their album or maybe download the whole album...haha...

Wahaha and later there's chem presentation on fertilisers..wth...i know nth abt fertilisers n its getting late...getting a scolding will be much more convinient...sooo nvm...sry d'costa im not doing it...im slack!!!!!but the exam's just over...the result's just back...no way im starting work now...wait til july mam...

okk...my eyes r getting blur already...n im not talkin sense..so lets end it here.............................................ZZzzzzzzz

Decade

2004-05-22T23:56:00.000+08:00

Ahha..andrew got his af2 i see...went arnd far east wif him n his mom...left foot...sneak attack...left foot again...sneak attack....dang! the assistant at left foot said they're importing decade in the next 6 mths....oh noo..hope the stocks falls out of e plane or get eaten up or smth..noo wayy decade is getting popularr!!
there are only 2 pairs here as far as i know and it stays liddat as far as i care....
i guess i'll buy dem all when they get here...n burn dem all!!!MuahhHAhaa!!

ZZZzzzz

2004-05-22T11:09:00.000+08:00

WOw!!going out again todae??wad kind of life is dis??tues til todae.....AHHH!!!!
i wanna sleeep!!!my frens wun let me!they wanna go out!!!somebody help me!!!
aH!man im tired.....results back in two days...im not feeling nervous at all...
wadssup wif me..

Ahahaha...yay!!

2004-05-21T21:52:00.000+08:00

Ahh man..cant wait for monday..
all at one go!!..r they madd??nvm..shldnt be too bad at least u die fast
...dumb blog...nvr guessed i will start blogging...errmm so empty..
do somrthing AndreW!!hem-de-lay-la-la-la
oochie walla um da dah da dah da..

1st day....

2004-05-21T19:15:00.000+08:00

kao this blog looks like shit... ffffffff... welll it will lk betta next time i hope.... lol ....